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Post by buhi on Mar 1, 2017 20:50:18 GMT 7
Hit the depths of of depression. Pulling up. Hugged my wife, yes she has seen it before. Just a post.
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Post by buhi on Mar 1, 2017 20:53:04 GMT 7
Well i told you it would be a ride. Now i close down.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 1, 2017 22:03:03 GMT 7
Humans being what we are, do not care too much about someone who is suffering from someone they have never suffered from, mainly because they cannot relate to it. No matter how hard you try it is impossible to imagine what someone else's pain feels like if you have never "been there". I now look at people in wheelchairs totally different to the way I looked at them say two years ago (it will be two years ago on the 31st March since I had my spinal fusion) and after spending a year in a wheelchair I have a fair idea what it is like. Nothing like anything I ever imagined before, it's a lot worse than that.
I had never really felt depression in my life, had been relatively healthy up until 2014, no major operations, diseases or broken bones. Even being told I had cancer, being told I was paraplegic, and not even being able to wiggle my toes was not too bad, probably because I was so out of it on morphine. But days later when the drugs had worn off and it sank in, I was in a dark place, was not there long because I vowed I would get through it, but it was very dark all the same.
So buhi I care, because it is a feeling I would not even wish on my worst enemy, it is hard to describe if you have never been there. Hope you don't stay there too long if you do go there.
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Post by me on Mar 1, 2017 22:12:20 GMT 7
Hit the depths of of depression. Pulling up. Hugged my wife, yes she has seen it before. Just a post. You will just have to console yourself with the knowledge if it was not for the downs you would not have the highs. Hope things come good and the middle stays longer.
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Post by buhi on Mar 2, 2017 0:05:51 GMT 7
Humans being what we are, do not care too much about someone who is suffering from someone they have never suffered from, mainly because they cannot relate to it. No matter how hard you try it is impossible to imagine what someone else's pain feels like if you have never "been there". I now look at people in wheelchairs totally different to the way I looked at them say two years ago (it will be two years ago on the 31st March since I had my spinal fusion) and after spending a year in a wheelchair I have a fair idea what it is like. Nothing like anything I ever imagined before, it's a lot worse than that. I had never really felt depression in my life, had been relatively healthy up until 2014, no major operations, diseases or broken bones. Even being told I had cancer, being told I was paraplegic, and not even being able to wiggle my toes was not too bad, probably because I was so out of it on morphine. But days later when the drugs had worn off and it sank in, I was in a dark place, was not there long because I vowed I would get through it, but it was very dark all the same. So buhi I care, because it is a feeling I would not even wish on my worst enemy, it is hard to describe if you have never been there. Hope you don't stay there too long if you do go there. Thanks, coming up.. No sympathy required. Yes that is very important, not asking for anything, i , oh bloody i, thank mick, who has come close. Yes morphine, just a shot away.. You know i do not resort to that, but it would be a quick fix.
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Post by bowie on Mar 2, 2017 0:26:37 GMT 7
Yes , just a shot away, the quick fix.And that is what i argue against, the quick fix. Racism and bigotry, sexism too, the quick fix.
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Post by bowie on Mar 2, 2017 0:35:45 GMT 7
A duet, yes but Jagger is leading it.
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Post by buhi on Mar 2, 2017 0:42:45 GMT 7
As an ex thespian, director, you are aware of the possibility, not of the one, but the fulfilment. Whoops, that is sexual intercourse.
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Post by bowie on Mar 2, 2017 0:57:52 GMT 7
Thus back to a previous statement, am i buhi or bowie or something else? None. i am that guy, yes male, who you might meet and who has nothing but kindness to you.
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Post by buhi on Mar 2, 2017 1:20:47 GMT 7
Touche rsg
What a track.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 2, 2017 8:31:17 GMT 7
When I saw Lou Reed in Brisbane in the seventies it was my first ever concert experience and I was young and naive at the time.
Quite often during the concert he was wrapping the mic lead around his arm and pulling on it, I had no idea what he was doing. Friend told me later it was to do with the lyrics and the habit he had at the time.
Never tried the stuff the rock stars were into, but that morphine is something else. After my short experience with it I could understand why people used it.
Lou Reed and The Grateful Dead, two of my favourites, along with the Stones, and .............................................................................
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Post by buhi on Mar 2, 2017 9:45:37 GMT 7
An off topic , sort of, ramble. Coming up now, without medication i know i could not. A memory, way back. I was much sort after as a drama teacher. Always won the prize. Competition, poem and short play. Meant a lot to the school's prestige. I switched schools, back into an inner city rough school. I was brought in to help sort the place out. You know what, we will win this competition, others will be on their guard. A rehearsal, and the snowflake lost it. Rant. Ten year old girl turned on me, "You bloody come up and do it,". Shocked silence. "That's the spirit, now do it like that,". We won.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 2, 2017 10:27:53 GMT 7
Some of us are helping people with depression in real life. That's hard enough without getting embroiled in internet depression.
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Post by rgs2001uk on Mar 2, 2017 22:44:30 GMT 7
We all have our crosses to bear, monkeys on our back, and demons to confront.
If anyone can slay a few dragons on here, have at it.
No one will think any the less of you for being man enough to admit it.
In fact you are probably a better man than the pervy voyeurs and lurkers from elsewhere.
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Post by buhi on Mar 2, 2017 22:57:13 GMT 7
We all have our crosses to bear, monkeys on our back, and demons to confront. If anyone can slay a few dragons on here, have at it. No one will think any the less of you for being man enough to admit it. In fact you are probably a better man than the pervy voyeurs and lurkers from elsewhere. I thank you rgs. I write as i feel, not any agenda. Long past that. Just trucking. Whoa, who cares. Not even my wife and son, used to it. So i should shut up? OK , but i think it would be less entertaining. The mango blog, boring, boring, boring.
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