buhi
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Post by buhi on Dec 29, 2016 18:13:16 GMT 7
Watching. I never say much, rarely talk unless invited to. Never initiate a conversation. Was thinking back, it is that time of year. Another year. Maybe the last, who knows? Of how we came here. Riding my motor cycle. Any properties for sale, I asked my now close friend , owner of the shop. I kind of like this soi. There is one that might be for sale, but not sure. It is empty, has been for years. Owner now lives in America.She means to come back there. Contact her, ask if she will sell. So that is how we came here. Destiny? Owner, lady , came back from America to meet us. Agreed she could sell to us. All very strange. Then having bought we knocked half of the place down and rebuilt. The Tardis I call it, from the front a smallish bungalow, but step in and shock, it is huge, the building we made , designed. Ramble on. I have never lived in one place for so long. I will not leave. I might die else where. That can not be. Sitting watching. I know every person and they know me. No need for words. Children I have known since birth, young adults I knew as children. Sitting watching, contemplating. Such a special place. My first son came here before the disaster in Samui. Are you not afraid to walk at night down this street? Why should I be, I know everyone and everyone knows me. I was more afraid in your home town where there were plenty who wished me dead. Very true, a fact. I do not live in fear here. I did there. I will not go back. It would require me to meet others. If they wish to meet me, come here. One is not welcome and he knows it, first son.
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Post by bowie on Dec 29, 2016 18:37:22 GMT 7
Can I troll that? You son of a bitch.
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Post by buhi on Dec 29, 2016 19:52:23 GMT 7
It's those Hardy moments where I could have lied but did not. It cost me my first marriage. The second dissolved because it was always a lie.Not that I lied. Now, my wife has known truths and stays with me. I could not lie. She knew, but also knew it was errant behaviour. A male sex drive. She knew; there was nothing to deny.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 29, 2016 20:20:49 GMT 7
I could have lied and saved my first marriage but I told the truth and said I did not want to be married (to her) any more. And since when did you need any particular time of year for an excuse to ramble ?
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Post by buhi on Dec 29, 2016 20:50:33 GMT 7
And since when did you need any particular time of year for an excuse to ramble ? I don't know, but there is a season of reflection for some of us. Auld Lang Syne 1788 Type: Poem Should auld acquaintance be forgot, And never brought to mind? Should auld acquaintance be forgot, And auld lang syne! Chorus.-For auld lang syne, my dear, For auld lang syne. We'll tak a cup o' kindness yet, For auld lang syne. And surely ye'll be your pint stowp! And surely I'll be mine! And we'll tak a cup o'kindness yet, For auld lang syne. For auld, &c. We twa hae run about the braes, And pou'd the gowans fine; But we've wander'd mony a weary fit, Sin' auld lang syne. For auld, &c. We twa hae paidl'd in the burn, Frae morning sun till dine; But seas between us braid hae roar'd Sin' auld lang syne. For auld, &c. And there's a hand, my trusty fere! And gie's a hand o' thine! And we'll tak a right gude-willie waught, For auld lang syne. For auld, &c.
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Post by rgs2001uk on Dec 29, 2016 21:26:08 GMT 7
Can I troll that? You son of a bitch. I dont need to troll that, I live it every day and know exactly what you are talking about.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 30, 2016 8:04:57 GMT 7
Yes congratulations, that is the new dictionary definition of a ramble.
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Post by bowie on Dec 30, 2016 13:54:18 GMT 7
Hands up if you like his rambles. He might stop.
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Post by buhi on Dec 30, 2016 14:04:50 GMT 7
You troll bowie. Nothing will stop him, only banning. A certain <Bunny boiler> tried that. My whole life has been confronting the truth, or what appears the truth. To look and contemplate. Yes I use that word a lot. To face my own deficiency. What more can one do? An example is being made of one who did not face himself. I look in the mirror.
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