bowie
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Post by bowie on Apr 19, 2017 14:19:38 GMT 7
What was it like without medication? I think i just answered that. |
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Post by yukiwubb on Apr 19, 2017 14:20:02 GMT 7
Never forget what Yoda said:
'When you look at the dark side, careful you must be. For the dark side looks back'.
It's a crap version of Nietzsche's abyss quote but so what.
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Post by yukiwubb on Apr 19, 2017 14:24:54 GMT 7
When you are ten years old and thinking of suicide. When you attempt it as a teenager. Then again later. I have been lucky, some excellent doctors. Depression is no joke. I believe that. I had a friend who was on numerous things too. Wanted to put a bullet in his head many times. ...but to be honest depressive folks are energy vampires. I couldn't help this guy anymore tbh, he just drained me as a friend. Move on. You need a release and it is here. Stick with that. Love you to bits buhi. |
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Post by yukiwubb on Apr 19, 2017 14:26:29 GMT 7
buhi, if I don't know I disappear please mail me, you know it.
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oldie
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Post by oldie on Apr 19, 2017 14:30:56 GMT 7
When you are ten years old and thinking of suicide. When you attempt it as a teenager. Then again later. I have been lucky, some excellent doctors. Depression is no joke. Neither is anxiety, and a lot of other issues. |
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Post by yukiwubb on Apr 19, 2017 14:32:56 GMT 7
Do a thread. I hear you.
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bowie
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Post by bowie on Apr 19, 2017 14:38:20 GMT 7
There are worse things, being normal the worst.
Sure there is the self destruction, and that is compensated by the "natural" highs.
I make no excuses for my life. It has been exceptional.
I can make a simple comparison with my sisters. Yes , different sex, does that count? Same background and they are so normal. To me boring. I know that was hateful, but true.
My niece has the affliction, a great woman.She has visited us in Bangkok. Does not give a f ck. Also has a successful career. So maybe genes. Young sister, her mother was baffled by this strange daughter and then realised how much like me she was.I never had anything to do with the young girls upbringing. Only ever saw her about three times when she was young.
She came here to meet her crazy uncle when she had finished university. We instantly clicked, astonishing.
Added info, niece is a lawyer.
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Post by yukiwubb on Apr 19, 2017 14:42:31 GMT 7
Normal is boring.
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Post by yukiwubb on Apr 19, 2017 14:45:35 GMT 7
I'm not normal. Never can be. I'm as quirky and sassy and loopy and whatever else you may want to call me but I am what I am.
Never apologize for that.
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Post by yukiwubb on Apr 19, 2017 14:46:39 GMT 7
Hugs buhi.
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Post by yukiwubb on Apr 19, 2017 14:47:06 GMT 7
Thank you for actually liking me.
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bowie
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Post by bowie on Apr 19, 2017 14:49:57 GMT 7
Rambling on, niece, one time i did meet her when she was ten years old.
She was reading "Wuthering Heights", how very strange a coincidence.
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Post by bowie on Apr 19, 2017 15:49:59 GMT 7
Some how this is Pattaya. The Tahiti Queen bar. Oldest in Pattaya. Yes was known there a long time ago. |
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Post by oldie on Apr 19, 2017 15:57:40 GMT 7
I've never been to Pattaya, or Nana or Soi Cowboy.
Not interested.
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Post by bowie on Apr 19, 2017 16:06:57 GMT 7
I've never been to Pattaya, or Nana or Soi Cowboy. Not interested. It's not all sex. In fact it can be amusing, that is if you step back and watch. Yes, dangerous doing that, but if you have "friends", less so. So back to the music. What message does your clip give? |
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